The 12th of April

My world came crashing down on this day..all my hopes and my dreams. When I got the news while sitting in the chair at the beauty shop, I felt like I was floating above everyone else looking down on some horrible nightmare taking place. I could not speak, I could barely breathe. It felt like someone was sitting on my chest. This is the day that I found out that my husband of 14 years had cheated on me. Words can not express the hurt and the pain that I felt and that I am still feeling. I have cried, yelled, hit, cursed..you name it..I have had every emotion possible. I pray that NO ONE will ever have to experience this pain. I am praying for healing, restoration, and forgiveness. God forgives us all the time when we sin him so I need to be able to do the same. I pray for my husband..the turmoil that must be in his heart right now, I can't even imagine. I would just ask you all to please keep my whole family in your prayers. It is going to be a long road to recovery but I am willing to start the process.